spring cleaning.

well today we accomplished a lot around our house yet i seem to still be disappointed at the progress and some of it is my own lazyness today that contributed to the problem, factor #1 is i didnt wake up until 11am cause i was up till 4am with insomnia..#2 it was so nice to just play with the kids for a while i didnt get all my list done. Hubby worked really hard today cleaning up all the limbs still in the yard from the ice storm, splittin by hand and stacking all the fire wood up out back, more insulating under the new addtion so the drywall mud doesnt freeze when we put it on , and he got all the garbage HIS stupid puppy drugg out of the garbage pit and he got the pit burned. here in the country we dug a big whole in the ground and carry out all our garbage the is not recylables and throw it in and then every once in a while we torch it.. saves space in a landfill, we make extra money off the cans and ect and we are saving cause we don t have to pay to dispose of it. i got the living room organized , swept and mopped, the kitchen table cleaned off and swept and mopped the floor, did the floors in the kids room , hall and bathroom, sorted my laundry , did like 4 loads , put some laundry away (hallauliah) and picked up all the dirty clothes stashed in bedrooms and hauled to the dirty clothes bin. made the bed and hubby fixed the vacume cleaner .. yay.. so tomarrow im putting away laundry , doing dishes and vacuming and scrubbing toilets..FUN FUN.. i actually like to clean the bathroom ,that is my fav chore.. id much rather scrub a toilet than do dishes or put up laundry .. well im off to bed early it is only 1am.. maybe i'll be up around 9:30 ish tomarrow..

i hate funerals

well we made it thru the visitation, funeral, and graveside and the berevement dinner. Now all the family is in the process of helping sort and dispose and pack up all my husbands uncles things and it so depressing, and prepare for a benifit for his family it is going to be at Dunbar in MH on March 20th at 5:30 , there will be a silent pie auction and bluegrass music.. i hope anyone who lives in the area can attend.. im still emotionally exhasasted and physically rundown from not sleeping well.i have a little bit of house work to catch up one and a bunch of laundry to do i just cant seem to get motivated to do it. maybe i 'll wake up in the mood to work tomarrow.. if i can ever get to sleep..

not looking forward

im not looking forward to this funeral tomarrow.. it is goin to be really hard. im so tired and emotionally exhausted i dont even know what to write.

a time and place

well as most of you know #1 my husbands uncle passed away yesterday evening from a aneurysm and #2 i DO not get along with my husbands sister beth. Being that #1 and #2 affect each other lest just say the past few days have been more than uncomfortable considering the circumstances,

Most people view death as a reminder that we are not promised anything and we should make the most of our time on earth and treat others as we would want to be treated so when we pass GOOD things are remember and said about us, And that you could put aside your childish ass high school behavior , grow up and be civil but apparently some PEOPLE cant do that,
They insist on giving dirty looks, making smart ass comments and being a GRADE A #1 BITCH!!!

Now trying to be the bigger person is REALLY hard when you would really like to knock them on thier ass but knowing that this is NOT the time nor place, you have to suck it up and put on your big girl panties.. now after all has settled down there maybe be a good ole country ass whoopin..

You know some one can take so much b.s from someone before they snap,
a few "hypotheticals" to consider..
#1 turning someone in to dhs to try to sabotage a marriage by placing blame on the wife thru lies to persade the husband to leave her or kick her out.
#2 email someones friends and telling everyone in the family that doesnt really know that someone how terrible of a mother they are then leaving YOUR child with that person while you go outside and get drunk..
#3 pretending to be a "christian" and saying the reason you dislike someone because they "lie" all the time and then living a lie by trying to keep it a secrete you drink? who cares you are 21 if you want a beer drink the dam thing..dont hide it..
#4 LIKE you have never lied??
#5 everytime you are around you are the ass of all jokes, continues snide comments being made about you and the evil looks and wispering..
Yup she is pretty lucky i aint kicked the shit out of her yet..
now having said all of that i dont hate this person , i feel sorry for her that she is SO miseable that she has to treat others this away to feel good about herself.. and that she is SO jelous of my husband and me. it is really sad .. that the people who treat you the worse are family.
so anythoughts or suggestions.. let me know.. just needed to vent ..

rough day

well today has been the day from hell and brought new oppertunities, Last night my husbands uncle had a brain bleed so they flew him from mnt. home to springfield and today they did surgury but he didnt make it , he was 36 and his wife is 29 so please pray for our family .. we are all heart broken..

feeling a little better

well gus is slowly getting better, coughing less and wheezing less, and starting to eat and play more, while doin all his treatments is keeping me busy and today while he was sleeping i snuck in some bible devotional time and i went to my father in laws house so his fiance could make me a bow for miah's pageant on saturday we did a two mile walk dvd.. so i got in a work out finaly it has been like over a month since i go to work out so im feeling good, now if i could just get motivated to wash all the dishes from lunch and supper and put away that laundry .and i finished miah's skirt that i was crocheting.. (check it out on my other blog)..

a few days

well its been a few days since i posted last .. gus is really sick we have had him to the dr. on friday and today..he has an ear infection in both ears , pneumonia again in both lungs, strep throat , and bronchitis,and rsv.. but we are past the contagious stage.. good.. maybe with anyluck maih wont get it, we are on two inhalers, a nebulizer med, a steriod, pers. cough med, and a anitbiotic that is SIX different meds.. we are also preparing for a pageant for miah .. we got her dress today and will be making socks and scrunchies later..my brother is visiting for a week and im enjoying spending time with him.just the normal stuff goin on at home cleaning house and such.