A new leaf

Well my boyfriend and I have been together for nine months now and things are goin really well.. all the kids are getting along better and we are on the same page as far as disipline and finances..I also want to announce that coming this june we will be havin our first baby together.. He had two boys ages seven and five and I have a girl who is five and ( six moths older than his five yr old)a boy three and a girl 20 months so when baby A is born they will be 7,6 5 4 2 WOW i m crazy but i love it..

friday fill ins

Friday Fill-Ins!








And...here we go!



1. How can I _live with out my man____.



2. dont smoke weed it rots ur brain____.



3. My hair _is blond____.



4. _why would i go to my class  reunion i didnt like those ppl 10 yrs ago why do i care what they are doing now???_.




5. My favorite summer fruits _watermelon____.



6oh snap_____...what was that?



7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to snugglin with my man_, tomorrow my plans include _hanging with my man____ and Sunday, I want to enjoy all five of my kids_____

losing it..

do you ever feel as if you are waging a battle and you are losing as if everything you want is slipping threw your fingers like sand. and you wonder how you can pick up the pieces to get threw it or even IF you will survive it? when the shear thought of a event sends waves of panic threw your body . YUP i m there. I dont know how or what to say to make it better either. i feel like im in a tail spin and im losing it. and all i can do is watch it crash and burn. have you ever wanted to hold on to something so bad that you feel like you are spending all the time you have thinking about the whats to come and you cant even enjoy the moment. knowing your whole world just may very well come crashing down around you and you are goin to be alone..

my bf's stupid ex..

my boyfriends stupid assed ex pulled some shit today.. she went and picked up his boys from school with out his permission and basically kidnapped them but since the divorce papers dont specify who has what week the cops wont make her give them back so then she goes and files a restraining order against him and now he cant see, talk to or go near his boys who are his whole world. Her alimony is fixing to stop and she is just money hungry she thinks that if she can get full custody he will have to pay her child support.she is a lazy fat bitch who dont want to work.This has broken his heart .. He loves those boys SO much and is the kinda of daddy women fantize of having for thier kids. He has stepped up and took on the role of daddy to my three kids and he makes no difference between his or mine he treat them all the same. HE is a very loving ,kind, caring honest man who would never hurt anyone.I just wanna smack her.. IT kills me to see him in so much pain and there is nothing i can do to stop it . sorry for the lanuguage but i love those boys like they are my own and It kills me to know they are with her and they hate it there..they cry when we take them for thier visits and it is breaking my heart.. any advice ???

making your home sing monday

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So as most of you know my EX husband and I had been seperated for a while before our divorce was final. During that time I became close with an aquaintence of my ex's. This person is now my offical boyfriend and so much differnt than my ex it is like night and day. This MAN is amazing ... He helps me with anything I need help with .. Does things with out being asked to help me , tells me he loves and appriecates me , acuses me of spoiling him. He stands up and defends me he has my back all the time. and i have fallen head over heals in love with this man. I am over the moon happy. It is wonderful to have a partner who treats you as a equal not as a less person and to have some support not to be belittled. So i make sure and tell him everyday how much i appriecate him and all he does for me. Sometimes we have to make sure we are happy so we can make our homes happy . my heart and home are singing. hope yall have a great week..

happy homemaker monday

The weather in my neck of the woods:
warm and sunny ,

Things that make me happy:

spending time with my wonderfully amazing boyfriend and our five kids



Book I'm reading:
The Missing by Beverly Lewis


 

What's on my TV today:
Sister Wives
On the menu for dinner:

Cheeseburger cassarole


On my To Do List:
Some major house cleaning and organizing


New Recipe I tried or want to try soon:
nothing yet



In the craft basket:
Socks for my man and a knitted shirt for my baby ellie




Looking forward to this week:

spending time with my family

Tips and Tricks:
when trying to get my six, five, four and three year olds to pick up their room i make it a race who can pick the the most the fastest.. that really works.. and they clean and dont know it..HEHE


My favorite blog post this week:

THis one at In courage



Blog Hopping (a new discovered blog you would like to share with the readers):

THis one here called happily home






No words needed (favorite photo or picture, yours or others you want to share):

our five WONDERFUL kids.from l to r.. gusy , logan , ellie,miah and dylan

Lesson learned the past few days:


sometimes the thing you fear the most can be the biggest blessing in the long run.




On my mind:
my ex husbands girlfriend spanked my little boy and that PISSES me off.. i dont feel it is her place to discipline my children it is their fathers and now i really want to beat the crap out of her.. how do other blended families handle this ?? i need advice..



Devotionals, Scripture Reading, Key Verses:

Thall shall not kill..lol.. see above..

making your home sing monday

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Well my divorce was final last wednesday and the kids went for their first offical weekend visit to their sperm donors. I  missed them so much but I guess they enjoyed him actually paying them some attention and taking them to do things so he can impress his new girlfriend. SO i have done alot of internal and mental cleaning this week since my new town house is organized and everything has a place and doesnt take a whole lot to keep clean. I have time for other things like my crochet and knitting.SO my home and heart is singing.Hope you all have a good week.