make the most of it..

well Ive been on bed rest since Friday night. and it sucks.. i hate not being able to do things my way .. Ive gotten a lot of crocheting done and snuggling the kids when im not sleeping, I m in so much pain that Ive been taking the pain meds the doc gave me and that makes me sleepy. I'm still bleeding heavily and passing huge blood clots, i go back to the doc at the end of this week for more blood test and and ultrasound to see if the baby is still alive or not.. i wonder if I'll ever stop bleeding.. this is like the period from hell..and I am so sore from laying here.well i guess i should stop complaining and realize that there are people out there worse off than me.. Please remember me in your prayers..